Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Late night productivity

I felt the channeling of Creative Spirit and was in the midst of a very high vibrational and motivated head space.

After some time of contemplation and writing, I turned my attention to a few errands I had to run on the internet. My high vibration collapsed as I realized I had put my wrong mailing address on several documents, which might result in several checks getting sent to the wrong place. I don't really know what to do about it, as these things may already be in transit.

I felt myself crashing and I felt growing resentment for being told my new address incorrectly (which led to putting it on these documents incorrectly).

I just had a break through, which reminded me that along with my other internet errands, I was going to post what I channeled on this blog. I remembered that everything that is happening is an agreement and will work out the way it needs to work out, no matter what. It will be okay. It is just frustrating because of, well, obvious reasons.
September 17, 2011

[I shared a few days ago that I had received a channeling from another being, who did identify herself. I feel this is a good forum for sharing that message.
I was standing in front of my alter, burning lavender and smudging myself and my surroundings. I was affirming out loud.
Today is a good day. Today you are aware. I am love. I am happiness. I am peace. Today I remember.
I asked Isis, my guides, my angels, and my higher self to help me to stay present and aware throughout my day. Then this started immediately after I requested aid.]

I am Isabel Rainbow, Lightworker of the Clouds. What gives me my power to fly/of flight also allows me to swim. [Here I got the distinct impression that she was a manifestation of the cycle of water: condensation collecting among clouds, rainwater pouring onto land and oceans, existence in various bodies of water, and then evaporation and recollection in the atmosphere.] I am here to help.

You may see me high above, or running through the rivers and oceans deep on your planet. Please allow yourselves to remember, for ultimately the choice is yours alone.

Do you feel that? The trees are glowing. See not with your physical senses/sensations. Look to your mind. Imagination is Source. I wish I could have/find a better word for it, but perhaps not in your language. Imagination gives almost a negative connotation because many people must correlate it with unreal. This is not so.

Let yourself ponder today. Open your mind today. And so it is.

Greetings. I have known you for many years. It is nice to finally talk.

Thank you and Selamet Ja.
September 19, 2011

[I received short messages with short periods of delay between each. I do not know if I was channeling from my own muse or from another being, but I felt it interesting enough to share.]

Welcome! All are welcome with the affirmation of love and light presented in gratitude and appreciation of Divine Experience.
How beautiful is the universe when we truly open our mind to perceive its whole nature, unencompassed by boundaries/artificial lines boxing us in...they were once a tool for understanding, and now they are used to control.

See beyond the boundaries, and recognize how we perceive. Then realize that this reality is a manifestation of that how. We change the perception, we change the reality.

O Creator, you have forgotten your creation.

Live in love and light. It will come to you when you are ready.

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Come unto me, thou souls lost and forgotten. Bring your remembrance and I shall teach you to utilize.

Do not forget to ask for help when you need it. Call on your angels, your guides, your deities, your spirits, your higher self. We will help you. The decision is yours. How many times must you repeat the same lesson?

O Humanity, yours lives are one of progress. Help each other out. See beyond the veil of daily circumstance, of abrasive personalities, of disagreements, of wrongs, of mistakes. You are a God Head. You are Deity.

You experience what you experience precisely because this is what you have chosen and agreed to. With that in mind, difficulties are no longer burdens, but instead they are chances you give yourself for evolvement.

Discern intuition from ego. Help yourself. You will receive help from others when you ask for it, but if you aren't helping yourself it is harder to attract aid. Life. Love. Joy. Patience. Kindness. Find your balance,  balance Unity Consciousness. Presence is key. 
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I dream of a world;
   we have two suns
   and the sky is a rainbow.
We feel the vibrations quicken,
  joy, love, peace.
I feel it in my heart.
I feel it in my legs,
  in my bones.

  expansion, growth, unity.
We are a synthesis.
We are, we are
     we are, we are, we are
  light, love, joy.
And I feel my vibrations quicken.

Time passes away,
  not in length or duration,
  not into the past.
But the use of time as measurement
  is a custom no longer needed.
Infinity, remember?
Everywhere and no where,
  all at once.

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You alone have the power to bless and the power to damn.
Use your powers wisely, O Sacred Child.
Although young and forgetful, you are a powerful Creator.

Allow moments of clarity to shine through. Allow your DNA to change, to manifest itself in your body and mind. Transcendence brings change. Tap into Unity Consciousness and the power of thought. Life is so spectacular. You are one blessed spirit.

Why choose separation over togetherness? Boundaries instead of a whole?

The collection of your parts will bring the sum of its whole to a much greater magnitude than your previous experiences can compare to. Change the parameters you allow your stream of thought to encompass.

Enjoy the sun shining love,

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Voice of the Master by Kahlil Gibran

This book is awesome!

I came to say a word and I shall say it now. But if Death prevents me, it will be said by Tomorrow, for Tomorrow never leaves a secret in the book of Eternity.
I came to live in the glory of Love and light of Beauty, which are the reflections of God. I am here, living, and I cannot be exiled from the domain of life, for through my living word I will live in death.
I came here to be for all and with all, and what I do today in my solitude will be echoed Tomorrow by the multitude.
What I saw now with one heart will be said Tomorrow by thousands of hearts.

Kahlil Gibran

I read this book and the beauty of his words really spoke to me. Lately, it seems as though Beauty has been a reoccurring theme in my life.  Pay attention to the Beautiful nature of our reality on this planet. Beauty is the physical manifestation and representation of Love. Love is the key to live in Light.

Appreciation of Beauty draws energy from the source of Love. It energizes the body and soul and it is an endless source. I've been trying to tap into it more and more.

My crazy move to Seattle has actually been a catalyst for this. It feel as though the plants and taking over the city. It's exciting to walk down the sidewalk and see plants, flowers, vegetables, herbs and whatever growing everywhere. I can feel their energy.

It feels as though the Earth is getting ready for something.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Hello, friends.

I have something to share with you.

After Rachel began using the 13-moon calendar, I began a search to learn more about it because I had never heard of it before. To say the least, it sounds legitimate.

That search lead me to 13moon.com, and this article.

The article pertains to 2012, living your spirituality, and listening to your heart. Rachel has probably seen it, but I want to hear everyone's comments on its implications and the ideas supported therein.

How are you manifesting your highest potential today?

I set aside time every day, as long as I can through my normal activities, to practice meditation and my particular manifestation of spirituality.

Friday, November 5, 2010

I am a Human Becoming

"I am a Human Becoming, Help Me Become."

By now all of us in the Tribe have listened to (or need to listen to NOW) the George Green Coast to Coast interview. (If not here is the link one more time... stop procrastinating, the time is NOW http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2MJFmnR9gc&p=B60B88AE96C77AFB&index=3&playnext=1). Zach sent everyone the link 11 days ago.

Well, ever since I listened to the interview over a week ago, I've been praying this
"I am a Human Becoming, Help Me Become." I don't want to explain what it means on here. You know what it means if you listened to the interview.

Anyway, something is shifting in me. I mean, literally, noticably, I'm being initiated into a new awareness that is beyond my imagination, beyond my normal realm of reality or what people would call "the human experience."

Every night this week I've been awakened between the hours of 2:00am and 4:00am with divine insights. I believe I've been plugged into the universal mind, or at least shown a tiny sliver of it that I can take in without being overloaded.

Well, tonight, I was awakened at around 12:30am. It's 1:38am. I have not fallen back asleep. In fact, I actually remember a little of what I was shown tonight... this is a huge accomplishment on its own. I decided to write this blog post before falling back asleep in order to document what I perceived so that I won't forget by morning.

I was shown reality from a much, much more vast and expansive perspective. I was asked to staple packets of paper together and organize them into different stacks. This may have started out as a work dream. :) It was definitely lucid. Well, the packets of paper were not paper at all. They were fragments of time, literally pieces of moments in the physical realm. I was organizing the "moments" into piles that were so organized, so pre-destined, so freaking divine. Very, very small, microscopic fractions of time. Most earthlings have no idea how perfect and divinely ordered everything is. The papers or "fragments of reality" were absolutely perfect. Like if you look at nature, take a leaf for instance. You know that on a scientific examination under a microscope, on a cellular level, this leaf is perfect. Or a snowflake. You can break the physical world down to such small, microscopic pieces and what you find is divinity. Divine consciousness. Well, it is the same with the element of time. There is not a moment in our life, in our soul's lives that is wasted. It is ALL divine.

 I had a perception of what existed on every piece of "paper" or time. If only humans could see beyond their perception of LINEAR TIME. I was viewing time as no longer being linear. Also, there was somebody else, an entity or a group of entities, guiding me to this insight. I literally believe that my quest and intention of
"I am a Human Becoming, Help Me Become", is being fulfilled by beings that are far more evolved than earthlings, and it's all in divine order and LOVE.

If you want to be initiated into shamanism (I believe this is what is beginning to happen for me), start using this prayer as a tool. I also listen to the shamanic drumming Zach shared on facebook. You can go to this link and literally download the mp3 at no cost, or just stream it. I listen to the shamanic drumming literally all the time now... at work, in the car, when I fall asleep at night. I think this is a powerful aid in what is happening to me. Here's the link: http://www.archive.org/details/ShamanicDrummingForShamanicTravels

One other thing I'd like to add to this post. After my lucid dream and divine insights, and the hour I laid in bed trying to interpret what I'd experienced into my human brain, I sat on the couch to write this blog. As soon as I opened Internet Explorer, the homepage to MSN.com opened up. I literally covered it with my hand so as not to be pulled in to the illusion while The Tribe loaded. This was instinctual... my spirit knew it was not good for me to get distracted with the bogus headlines and illusory world of mass media.

We are BOMBARDED by the media everyday, and guys, guess what? The media is a big part of how they keep us trapped in the illusion. It's literally there to KEEP PEOPLE STUPID. Watch this... someone in the mainstream is trying to notify people of this fact. http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=159216125164

Well, I'm off for now.... I hope that the profoundness of what I experienced (or at least a sliver of the profoundness) was interpreted through this vehicle of communication. There will be many, many more insights to share in the days to come. From everyone in The Tribe. The time is at hand.

Love you guys so, so much, with all my being.


Sunday, October 24, 2010

I am he as you are he

For my program at TESC, The Authentic Self, I was supposed to write my autobiography. After reading it, AnnaLisa suggested that I post excerpts of it to the blog. I have been wanting to write something since it started, but it usually comes down to writing a blog or doing my homework. I am thankful I was assigned something that I hope can be helpful here.


We're not here because we're free; we're here because we're not free. There's no escaping reason, no denying purpose, because as we both know, without purpose, we would not exist. (Agent Smith, The Matrix Reloaded. 2003.)

Because I spent so long doing what acting how other people (parents, peers) wanted me to, the development of my individuality was stunted for most of my life. Even parts of my life as simple as my music tastes were nothing more than a mimicry of what I was seeing around me. 

More complicated realizations, like that of sexuality, were wholly life consuming processes that hit me in one jaw-dropping instant. I am the only non-heterosexual in my family, and the fact that I grew up believing queer people were literally going to burn in the fiery pits of hell, didn't make my realization any easier. I don't know if the realization of my sexuality is what started my awareness or if my awareness started the realizations. 

What I do know is that at some point I finally started listening to my body and listening to my thoughts. My thoughts, I realized, are not put into my head from someone externally whispering them into my ear, but are instead a culmination of my experiences mixed with current circumstance. The moment I reached that conclusion, I guess I realized I had some sort of individual identity. I would classify that as a break through moment. It was a realization that changed my life forever.

When asked the question: What do I want? I find it hard to answer anything except that I want to be joyful across all circumstances. I want to be fully aware of what I am learning from both each new experience and the repetitive old ones. I want to be happy in any and all situations I may find myself in.

I've never really been seriously concerned with what my job or career will be. I mean, I just want one that will make me happy. I want to do something every day that is important to me and that I enjoy.

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together. (I Am the Walrus, The Beatles. 1963.)

Everything about unity consciousness makes sense to me. My level of awareness in this particular experience (which I call my life) is positively correlated with how often I choose to be aware with only the purpose of being aware.

So many things, events, beliefs, situations, circumstances happen solely because of my intentions, whether joyful or destructive. Some of my strongest intentions may have even gone most of my life without any sort of recognition or verbalization. But, my awareness is increasing from basically nothing, autopilot, being plugged in, inactivity, ect., to a level full of intention and choice.

I am in control of my own life. I am the only person in charge of creating my own happiness. No one is going to do it for me. 

Having lived most of my life fulfilling the expectations others have set forth for me, the previous statements are mind blowing realizations; they are ones I hope to build my life upon.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Blessings and Namaste

We are approaching a period of great strength and change for all the world's species. We are a revolution, turning even now.

The last great ice age came with the same uprising of conscious, the same welling of Spirit.
Ice is merely frozen water. Frozen water is merely consciousness, crystallized. Water is how our physical manifestations become, are, and remain eternal.

The veil is lifting, and we will return to the Earth.

The previous age was one of blindness, and we are moving again into the light. I see infinite realities, some now, some then, some that will come to pass. The intrinsic truth is the balance, the light and the dark together and not as separate entities or ideas.

Fear and illusion were, are, and will be love and light. The trick is living them all at once. Soon, it won't take any effort at all.

When I try to manifest words for my ideas, I am only ever able to come up with a few that represent the essence of each idea. I realize now that the point is not in the words, but in the not-words. Not the feelings, but the experienced-truths. These truths manifest themselves as our experience of reality.

With respect to words, I find more success in meditation when I focus on only one word at a time (or essentially, just the idea of that word). Meditation is an exploration, and we are in the process of finding our Utopia Within.

We are moving from thought into truth. Opinions are merely suppositions, and we no longer have any use for supposition.

When I describe my process of thinking or how I "know" what I know, I attribute it to a feeling. That is only the beginning. Listening to these "feelings" will lead us to truth, essentially to knowing without learning. When we live in homeostasis, we are living truth.

We do not need education or medicine if we are connected on a vibration higher than the physical.

As you know, the first step is returning to Earth.

We are returning to who we are, and who we are is pure nature.

The rains will come December 24.

Just Thought I Would Share...

Akashic Records Reading 10/23/10

Your purpose on Earth is to be a beacon of light in a dark, foggy ocean. To bring awareness to those living in blind faith. How can I start living my purpose now? The time is fast approaching. You are being called for a higher purpose; for the common good. The time is now. Reckless Abandon. Follow your heart. Rise above the muck. Others will follow you. Trail Blazer ~ Lighting the path for others.

Is there an ascension taking place? Yes. Are we moving into higher dimensions? Heaven on Earth. Global consciousness is among us. The Earth is being reborn. Humanity is safe. The awakening has already started.

What can I do to move to the next level in my life? Wait ~ you don't have to "do" anything. Something is going to happen that will implement the change. Continue to live in Love and Light. The change is SOON. Blessings and Namaste.

Photos taken by the Hubble Space Telescope.